Right kind of Wrong

I can't go back in time.. and neither can you... things happen and when they do u just have to deal with it cuz no matter how much u complain and bitch, nothing will change. When something happens thats unexpected it affects all the people around u. The people closest to you seem to look at you differently for some weird reason. Cuz no matter what, that person is still the person you've known for how ever long. If u are gonna judge a friend.. then the way i see it, you are not as good of a friend as u should;ve been. You shouldnt have to lie to friends. You shouldnt have to b scared for friends to know the truth. You shouldnt have to hide your REAL self from them. Cuz then, they would be friends with a fake image of yourself.. and not the real yourself.

If things get too fucked up you should b able to rely on those TRUE friends.. the ones that have been there for it all. Through the thick and thin... through happy and sad.. the friends that you love with allll your heart. The friends that make u cry when u see them cry. The friends that are part of you heart, and they make you alive. The friends that you would die for. The friends that understand you no matter what random bullshit you're talkin about. The friends that you couldn't live without. 

To all my friends, I love you with all my heart and soul. 

goodbye summer 2006

All the funniest shit ever... including the following:

  special butterflies named Wilfred that live in McD's cups   the crazy Lukas laughin at melissa   

  Melissa gettin soaked tryin to "fix" the sprinkler

 air wick emily stole from a doctor's office for mel's car

 cuttin 6inches off my hair

 cars running into each other at demolation derby

everyone happy

 cruisin on boats

 acting like a kid once again

 crossin streams with slippery rocks

 dark tunnels

 creepy gas stations in the middle of nowhere

 guffey's baseball games

 watching friends falling deeper in love

 Being with the most beautiful ladies i know. My best friends.]

 feeling beautiful

 climbing on roofs

 trying on ugly clothes my aunt brings me

 the billy and the emily :)

 chris runnin across shawnee mission pkwy for a drink

 being written allll over

 special friends at burger king

 turning 16

 swimming in grandma pflumm's pool

 being models

 taking reallly ugly close up pictures heh

 emily covering herself with glitter

 kickin it with the ipods

 summer flings

 acting like i was going hiking

 crazy pimps singin to rap together

 gettin even closer to your best friend

 lukas on billy...

 boys dancing to techno in the dark with glow sticks

 crazy people who arent always in their right minds

 fun times with the cutee drew

 pointless crushes that turned into awesome friendships

I'm tired of copying and pasting now... but there are sooo many more.. and soo many more times that werent caught on picutres but thats ok.. i got them forever

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
~Rascal Flatts

I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
We'll live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

Just like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time I'll save the day
Take you to my castle far away
~New Found Glory

Currently Watching Practical Magic By Sandra Bullock, Nicole Kidman, Stockard Channing, Dianne Wiest, Goran Visnjic, Aidan Quinn, Evan Rachel Wood, Alexandra Artrip, Mark Feuerstein, Caprice Benedetti, Annabella Price, Camilla Belle, Lora Anne Criswell, Margo Martindale, Chloe Webb, Martha Gehman, Lucinda Jenney, Cordelia Richards, Mary Gross, Jack Kirschke see related

"Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing... I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen. I don't know. Maybe I had my happiness. I don't want to believe it but, there is no man, Gilly. Only that moon."

~ Practical Magic

wow..
this summer has been....

interesting